Wednesday, November 19, 2014

How watches define you.

Have you wonder how technology nowadays changed so rapidly, it effects the way we lead our social life without us realizing it? I mean, like just now, I went to Subway (yes, it's Halal, thank you for asking. :D ) to buy my favourite sandwich of all, BLT. I've been craving for it since I last ate it in Malaysia. But apparently it was closed still. I didn't know what time it was so I just instantly asked the next person who walks past by me. 
He responded back after he had check his phone to see the time displayed on his Iphone screen. But didn't he realize that he was WEARING A WATCH! a Tag Heuer! (yes, I do have eagle eyes)  It was so funny that I couldn't hold myself from saying 'haha, thank you, but what time does your watch tells you then?' He just exploded with laughter and just said 'thank you for reminding me'

Even though everyone nowadays is telling the time by glancing at the cell phone screen, but for me, watches will never be out of style. EVER! The cellphone screen may easily tell you the time whenever you want, but they could never beat watches as watches acts as an accessory to complete a person’s outfit. I feel so awkward not wearing a watch. I am an 'accessories type of girl' where I couldn't go out bare handed. I would either wear bracelets, a watch, rings, etc. It really portrays how I am and how my character is. Even so, the choice of watches is also important as it portrays your personality in front of others without you realizing it. 

Women are known to be a fan of shopping and will purchase various design of watches they fall in love with. The most popular watch a woman will have in their collection is a leather strap watch. The ladies who choose to wear a leather strap watch are seen to love a versatile appearance. This is because leather strap watches will never jeopardize your look whether you are in your casual clothes or even office attire. I am a big fan of leather strap watches! Everytime I shop online, especially Zalora (my favvvvv), I would definitely browse for the leather strapped type. But then came the difficult part which was to choose the best colour or quality! As always, shopping makes you go crazy sometimes! haha 
Another top selection women are purchasing in the market is nice gold watches. Gold watches are chosen by women because it gives a more sophisticated yet elegant touch to their outfit. Women can wear it to the office to show off a professional character or spice it up with some fancy bangles on a day out. Play with gold bracelets or multi-coloured bangles to create a fun funky appearance.

Fashion watches are also one of the top favourite picks women love matching with their outfits. The fashion watches are designed with a slight hint of creative colour combinations, embellished beads and chains for women to show off their different side of personalities. It shows the fun out-going personality you have which others may hardly see. Women can definitely create multiple looks with the stunning fashion watch designs sold to fit their personal taste. Interested to add some new watches for women to let others know you better?

You guys should definitely check out ZALORA for their wide range of watches online for women from various local and international brands. I go there all the time for latest fashion trends ranging from clothes to handbags to shoes to bracelets to shawls to EVERYTHING! It is such a place for stress-reliever! haha 

Until next 'time' :)

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

You told me I'm the hardest

Just had a midnight post disneyland conversation with Mirul today. And Cant you believe it, I lost my voice!! So all of the conversations were just on off whispering growl voices. Gggggr.
I told him about what happened and without realizing that I havent stopped talking for two hours straight. Haha then I just stopped because i didnt want to sound like a talkative burung murai but he didnt want me to stop. I'm just beyond happy to have found someone so great. He is amazing. Really. 
Whenever we talked about the past, we would just laugh just because we thought about how far we got into this position. So funny. Just those hardships and heartbreaks involved, its just so sad to know but those are just life lessons we learn and hopefully not to be repeated in our storybook. 
He said I'm the hardest girl he's ever been with and I just felt so confused. Did I pressure him or anything? But he just said that he loves it when he felt that hardness and exhaustion in our relationship. That's just shows how he really is doing his part for us and caring about me all of the hours of the day. He just loves the fact that I'm difficult and maybe that explains why he always smiled when I appologized for being so hard on him. I don't know whats going through his mind but I'm really glad when he said that he can't imagine if I'm not there with him. I am just beyond grateful to be with this crazy guy. He is my dude. Always. 


Im so glad that I went to Paris for the weekend just to get my mind of things. Its been really fun and just im overly joyed with just everything!

It was a magical weekend. And alhamdulillah things got better with me and Mirul. It's all good now. Hahaha penat lah argue. Maybe just two people care about each other so much. :) 

Friday, November 7, 2014

Day 2

When someone becomes something you need, nothing else that comes in the way matters. 

Because beyond the imperfections of him, you see the things you need that would make u a better person.

I hope he sees that in me just as much as I see those in him. 

As mad as I could be, there's a little small space in the corner I left just for you to fill in. 

Thursday, November 6, 2014

this is my 0536

this is the confession of a shattered heart.

All I want is the happy moments back
All I want is those smiles and weird things you said
All I want is the soothing late night calls we had
All I want is for us to be okay

I don't know what I'm supposed to do
I don't know what more should I do
I don't know where should I start changing
I don't know where should I start.

But my heart is massively hurt and shattered
But my hopes of you just dimmed it's light gradually
But my strength just can't go on any longer
But me myself can't forgive you just yet.

Just I wish you would be more merciful
Just I wish your heart would soften
Just I wish you learn about patience
Just I wish you would accept me for me.

my love, my care, my hidden secrets
my acts, my behaviours, my good and bad side,
my laughters. my weird non funny jokes, my childside
my clumsiness, my stubbornness and just myself

You are the perfect form which fits in all my empty spaces.
You are the best gift that Allah have gave me
You are so wonderful you just don't realize it
and believe this,
You are the only person in this world I'm afraid of losing.

I'm so hurt, O Allah. 
Release me from this pain.
I beg of you. Show me the way to greatness.
If this is what made of me, I accept in return of your plans for me.
But please, I don't want to lose this man.
Let our path ease as our relationship grows.
You are the Greatest. You are Most Merciful.
Help me, O Allah.

LA HAWLA WA LA QUWWATA ILLA BILLAH : لاحول ولا قوة الا بالله
The meaning of this expression is: ” There is no power and no strength save in Allah.” This expression is read by a Muslim when he is struck by a calamity, or is taken over by a situation beyond his control. A Muslim puts his trust in the hands of Allah, and submits himself to Allah.


I am fragile and I'm beginning to lose hope....

Ya Allah, please help me. 

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

bila sedih

tips tips untuk orang yang sedih kerana dilukai oleh seseorang di pagi hari dan malam hari.
jangan risau, jangan down. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. okays?

Please, jangan post status sedih kat facebook.
Kadang kadang kita rasa nak luahkan perasaan. Tapi kadang kadang juga orang yg kita tujukan tu ingat kita ni mengada ngada pula nak tunjuk tunjuk. SO daripada tambahkan lagi rasa sedih and buat lagi sakit hati, just pergi lah buat the things you suka. Kuatkan semangat, Instead of posting something sad, post about life, about happiness! just anything that could lift your spirits up again!.Pergi la masak, main gitar, jalan jalan makan ice cream, pergi jogging, dengar lagu happy happy, kacau kawan kawan. Buat anything yang bagi hati and minda tak ingat dah tentang orang yang bagi kita sedih tu. and just be happy. Dont be weak because we are strong.

Please, jangan dengar lagu sedih
Kalau pasang lagu slow, mana lah tak sedih. Lagu slow ni nanti melayan perasaan. buat apaaaa nak bazir masa mcm tu. Satu lagu dah 3-4 minit. Tak perlu laaaaaah. I am very organize. so what I did is, I buat playlist 'untuk hari sedih' and isi je semuaaaa lagu happy dalam tu. It never fails. sampai sekarang masih boleh kawal emosi bila pasang playlist tu.

Please, jangan tengok phone setiap 10 minit.
You will never benefit anything from this sebab orang tu confirm tengah buat benda lain. Lelaki memang kalau ada benda buat dia marah bengis or sedih, dia akan ignore kita and perlukan masa sendiri untuk clearkan mind dia. This is factual based on multiple of events. hhhm, So tak perlu juga sekali lagi bazir masa nak check phone. Biar je. Nasib baik I Architecture student, means that, I have loads and loads and loads of things to do. Masa buat kerja pukul 1.47pm, then tiba tiba eh sekejap nya dah Asar. So just keep yourself busy dengan life. Dont worry if you tak tahan. Kadang kadang tu, text la orang tu cakap benda benda konon nak menceriakan keadaan. Bagi orang tu rasa adalah juga orang yang terkenangkan dia ni. At least, buat effort walaupun sedikit. BUT jangan selalu. biar dia cari kita juga. (gaya atok bagi nasihat)

Please, give yourself time
Kita memang tengah sedih. Kita nak dia pujuk. Kita nak dia call kita, Macam macam lah kita nak time ni jugak! haha but girl, give yourself time and just think about it back. Kenapa sedih ni? Macam mana boleh gaduh teruk ni? Kenapa terasa sangat ni? Bagi time muhasabah diri. Just relax. Breathe and do your best to be okay. Jangan tergesa gesa nak solve kan keadaan walaupun situasi tu kita yang salah. And jangan nak paksa orang tu untuk buat sesuatu walaupun situati itu salah dia. Macam mana kita boleh paham perasaan dia, kita kena buat benda yang sama untuk diri sendiri. That is why, being independant is important. Orang tu tak suka if I independant but it really helps me actually. At least, I learn to control myself during hard times and just tenangkan diri. Sometimes too, time will heal by itself. Be grateful with every moment kita lalu dalam satu hari tu. and paling penting, spend time minta doa kat Allah biar hati kita dan orang tu tenang. Nak nangis pun, luahkan je. kalau orang tu tak suka dengar kita nangis, Allah suka and selalu dengar. Minta ditolak semua perasaan dengki and marah. It works with me. InshaaAllah it will also for you.

I have more to say, but works calling. and guess what,sepanjang I tengah tulis post ni, I just received missed calls and it's from orang tu. :)  If i can get through sad days, you will too. love yourself first. :)